I don't want to lose you. I want to love you. I want to be the reason why you smile. I want to be the reason why I give you butterflies And maybe I'm the reason for all of these. Perhaps when you see me, you'll like me even more. Or maybe you won't. Maybe…

You know, I know you're reading this site right now because the link is in my insta. Uhm, I feel awkward right now because this is my site for strangers. And you might probably be might classmate(?) Perhaps? I don't know... but uhm... this is awkward ._. Enjoy my site I guess. You'll know me…

Taking a big leap

When you've been to the same school all your life with almost seeing the same people year by year and having the same teaching methods day by day, it gets tiresome, yet you'll miss it because you know that your childhood, and junior high school life is over. But in all honesty, I would rather…

When I think of you…

On this day when we part as lovers and arrive as friends once more, I wonder of how much you think of me. I hope and pray that you would still love me and want me somehow. I pray that I can have you again. What we had may not be love, but it could've…

The meaning of life is up to you

We're born in this world with a so called 'purpose' that we don't know. We don't know why we're here, we don't know the meaning of our existence, but it doesn't mean that we're nothing. It doesn't mean that we are just living organisms, just packs of walking organs, just biological robots, because we are…

Travel Diary: Japan

On April 12, 2017, I arrived at Narita Airport. Oh no! It's my face haha. Please forgive my fashion sense. When I travel, I just pack, wear anything and go. This is my third time being in Japan, and that country feels like a home to me already. I'm so familiar with the subway, streets,…

Money can’t

Let me tell you that you can never repay love. Let me say that you can't buy love over money. You can't show love by how much you spend, by giving gifts, giving wealth. You can only show love with kindness, respect, honor, happiness. You can't simply treat a person like a thing that feeds…

Could’ve been you

Hey, this is for you. I liked you since a while back. I wanted to talk to you but I guess I never had the courage. I was afraid. I felt like I could seek refuge in you. You felt like home to me. I...maybe I loved you. I was so unsure of you because…

To all the people who hurt

This is to all the people who hurt. This is for all the people who felt pain. Who are hurting, crying, dying. This is for you. When you were born, you are born as a gift. Not to your parents, but to the world because who knows what  you can do. You were alive and…

My God

December 27, 1988 London, England It was almost time for me to sleep. I laid down on my bed and looked up at my bedroom ceiling. I was pondering of why am I here, of how am I here. My family believes in God but what makes them all say that he exists. How can…